Dear Diary,

Today is Friday, the last day of the week.... The last Friday of the year. I came early to the office today. The roads were significantly clear and traffic was very smooth. Thank goodness for year-end holidays...

Last night brought bad news... Benazir Bhutto was assassinated while leaving a rally. Shame. Shame... I shall continue when I feel more calm about the whole issue.. There's a lot to be considered for the fate of the lives waiting; waiting for their dreams of freedom to come around. To be able to breathe.

Does anyone feel the value of a life anymore? She was a mother of three. To hate a person's guts is one thing but to rob people, children of their life support is just plain evil. A lack of conscience that will definitely de-humanise us. There's no place in Heaven anymore, my dear idiots. You're going straight to hell.

From the bottom of my heart I say this to you:- you will pay, pay dearly. No one dies and then faces judgement day spiritually anymore. We all face it today while alive. In this lifetime. I hope you will never suffer such a loss yourself simply because that would mean more suffering for your loved ones. Now that's the mark of a humane person; never wishing pain and loss unto others.

But this I promise you:- I do want you to feel pain; real pain. Pain that makes your eyes grow red from the vessels bursting from pressure. Pain that makes your soul cry out to GOD for help. Pain that makes you cry and regret your sins. In this lifetime. In this lifetime.

Rest In Peace Ms Benazir Bhutto. For with you, freedom and dreams died for many too. GOD Bless love and peace. How I wish these still existed in our world.